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I'm Becky. England. I'm a bit messed up. Sometimes I turn to self harm for a escape. I'm normally very alone and scared.
I will upload images and paragraphs that may be disturbing. But it's just an opening into my life.


I've met We The Kings, Charles and Alli Trippy, Ke$ha, Jack Barakat, The Maine, We Are The In Crowd, 3OH!3 and Mayday Parade



Some test says I have
Major Depression at a Very High
Dysthymia at a Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder at a Extremely High
Cyclothymia at a Very High
& Seasonal Affective Disorder at a High-Moderate
1) This Is How It Feels - The Veronicas2) Money - The Beatles (Live)3) That’s Just The Way We Roll - The Jonas Brothers4) Touchin’ On My - 3OH!35) Strawberry Fields - The Beatles6) Decode - Paramore7) Don’t Trust Me - 3OH!38) Emergancy - Paramore9) The Sadness Will Never End - BMTH VS Skrillex10) Let’s Kill Tonight - Panic! At The Disco 11) We R Who We R - Ke$ha12) Breath - Taylor Swift13) Awake My Soul - Mumford & Sons14) Tick Tock - Ke$ha15) Stella - All Time Low16) Feeling Sorry - Paramore17) Destroya - My Chemical Romance 18) Stop And Stare - One Republic 19) Guilty - Marina & The Diamonds 20) Speechless - The Veronicas ^^^^ I started with The Veronicas and ended with them. Strange o; 

1) This Is How It Feels - The Veronicas
2) Money - The Beatles (Live)
3) That’s Just The Way We Roll - The Jonas Brothers
4) Touchin’ On My - 3OH!3
5) Strawberry Fields - The Beatles
6) Decode - Paramore
7) Don’t Trust Me - 3OH!3
8) Emergancy - Paramore
9) The Sadness Will Never End - BMTH VS Skrillex
10) Let’s Kill Tonight - Panic! At The Disco 
11) We R Who We R - Ke$ha
12) Breath - Taylor Swift
13) Awake My Soul - Mumford & Sons
14) Tick Tock - Ke$ha
15) Stella - All Time Low
16) Feeling Sorry - Paramore
17) Destroya - My Chemical Romance 
18) Stop And Stare - One Republic 
19) Guilty - Marina & The Diamonds 
20) Speechless - The Veronicas 

^^^^ I started with The Veronicas and ended with them. Strange o; 

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