Right now , there are  butterflies ....................................................................
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I'm Becky. England. I'm a bit messed up. Sometimes I turn to self harm for a escape. I'm normally very alone and scared.
I will upload images and paragraphs that may be disturbing. But it's just an opening into my life.


I've met We The Kings, Charles and Alli Trippy, Ke$ha, Jack Barakat, The Maine, We Are The In Crowd, 3OH!3 and Mayday Parade



Some test says I have
Major Depression at a Very High
Dysthymia at a Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder at a Extremely High
Cyclothymia at a Very High
& Seasonal Affective Disorder at a High-Moderate

my friend went onto my phone. went into my diary. copied and pasted it. went on my email. emailed it to herself , my friend and a random boy.

Last night , i was so fucking bad.

Feeling down already , and trying to fight the urge. And then reading that.
Fuck.


So many cuts.
Over-dosed so much too.

I didn’t think I was going to wake up the next day.

But here I am. Hi. 


Thursday Dec 1 @ 05:45pm with 1 note

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