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I'm Becky. England. I'm a bit messed up. Sometimes I turn to self harm for a escape. I'm normally very alone and scared.
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Some test says I have
Major Depression at a Very High
Dysthymia at a Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder at a Extremely High
Cyclothymia at a Very High
& Seasonal Affective Disorder at a High-Moderate
Sometimes when I look in the mirror, for a second I think my face is pretty. Then I notice my dark circles, pudgy cheeks, big nose, buggy eyes, and I remember how ridiculously ugly I am. Sometimes when I look in the mirror, for a second I think my body is attractive. Then I notice my muffin top, love rolls, flabby arms, huge thighs, and I remember disgustingly fat I am. When people say I’m “beautiful”, I wonder what exactly they see in me that I can’t.

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